I Guess (Story of a Lonely Heart)

I don’t understand it
I guess I never will
You swore you'd never leave me
You swore that you where real

I sat up and cried
a thousand hours no less
and still the thought of you...
makes me clutch my chest

you gave the sunshine
the moonlight in the night
you sung about the blueness
the blueness in my eyes

and yet you turn and leave me
standing all alone
I guess this is being grown up
I can’t take it no more

I guess I'll never understand
why you turned to leave
I guess I'll run in circles
even though I know where I live
I guess I'll try to understand
these feelings I cannot hide
and yet I still meant nothing
I still meant nothing

You promised me love
that I could not refuse
you promised me a world
that I thought I knew

You held my hand
many a night and still you run to hide
from this love I was missing
from this love I was missing

I guess I'll never know
why I sat up and cried
I guess I'll never know
how you could ever lie
this love wasn’t eternal
but, fuck, it was strong
now I'm licking open wounds
wounds of you....

So whisper once more
how much you can’t deny
that my lips are the softest
you have ever tried

so whisper once again
how I was by your side
I never let you down and ....
I never left you alone did...

I guess I'll never see
the passion in your eyes
I guess I'll always whisper
about something I cannot hide
and for this moment at least
I know I'll be alright,
‘cos I sat and listened
I sat and listened....

I guess I'll never
I guess I'll never
I guess I'll watch you leave

I guess I'll never
I guess I'll never
I guess this was all a twisted fantasy

I guess I'll whisper
I guess I'll whisper
my last sacred good bye.....