Falling into the Darkness

Falling into the darkness,
you held a knife to my throat,
begging for forgiveness
begging for the lies

"Love me"
you push it deeper
"Say you are true"
your voice makes me shudder

How can I tell you the truth?
You are not the one for me
How can I look into your eyes
you plan to take my life

My eyes open,
to look into your eyes
I wish you'd push it in
push in your knife

How can I love you?
When all you do is cause me pain
How can I look into your eyes
you plan to murder me

Again you beg,
"Lie to me,
Lie to me again and again,
Just tell me you love me,"

you know me,
I never could lie to save my life,
but still you look at me,
with those menacing eyes

I look to the window...
the police will find me soon
but you read my mind
and squeeze the metal tighter

blood... rises to the surface
the precious river of life
and you made me cry
begging "KILL ME TONIGHT"

But you don't,
you pull away,
The knife still in front of you...
I see my escape

"I can never love you,
for you are not mine to hold,
I can never and will never
stay in your arms again,"

You blink, a moment of weakness
But then you switch
From niceness to the nastiness inside
you growl, under your breath

The wildness escapes from your eyes
but I act in time,
the knife goes through your ribcage,
you gasp... I run...

The door... you locked me in
The key is in your hand,
You fall to face me,
Knowing what I would do,

My heart in my mouth
I cross the room to you
You look at me,
with your last breath you whisper

"I loved you from the moment I saw you,
I loved you before I knew of you,
You are my Angel, and I the demon
I will haunt you until we reunite in Hell,"

you die,
your heart slowly stopping
the blood is warm on the floor
I cant help but cry

The door gets kicked down,
I am pulled out,
your body is left there to rot
I'm pulled out into the cold.

A woman sits near me,
"Here," she hands me a parcel,
"What is it?" I ask,
She gets up and leaved me.

I open it,
Only to find,
A ring with the engraving
of our names...

I kept it,
Until I was alone one night,
With you in my mind
I threw it into the sea,

The place of you and me
The place where I lost myself
The place I love to hate
The place that you destroyed

You where a mistake,
I'm sorry for all the pain
But, you are not for my life
You are for my Hell

So, leave me...
And leave me for good
This may not be the total truth
But you get what I mean,
There may have been no ring, no police, but you did kill me
So, sleep soundly on you bed of stone,
I will not waste forever on you...