Last night

Lying against you
Your heart beating under my hand
I looked in your eyes
You caught me off guard

I felt your warmth
I heard your voice
So soft, so calm
And I guess I had lost

Remember how we would fight?
I’d win each and every time
You would say you wanted too
This was the war in which you prevailed

I felt myself go
I fell into the sky
You held me close
I felt I could die

I felt my heart stop
Steady beating was your own
I was a part of you
You were my everything

For those precious moments
I let go of the rail
I wasn’t in control
I felt safe with you

Your arms around my chest
Your lips on my own
I watched you from the corner
the corner of my eye

Your smile means the world too me
This I wish I could say
I wish you would just hear me
I fell for you that day

I fell into the cold air
Through the rays of light
You’re not an Angel
You’re not the saviour

But you are someone
A person I strive to be
You are someone I care for
Do you care for me?

Love is a sign of weakness
Love hurts my soul
But love is an entity
that resides in you

I could see my future
As bleak and unforgiving
as my past lives
my heart torn in two

When you’re by my side
I see eternity
In a whole other light
You shake the world
With your deep brown eyes
You question everything I once knew
To make it into something new
You alter the sun rays
You make is light at night
You warm my skin with your coolness
You make me squirm under my skin

I wish I was perfect
As perfect as you
I wish I was more
More then just me
I wish I was someone
Someone who deserves you
I wish I chose you
I wish I have you
I wish you are here
By my side
I wish…
I wish…
I wish my life away
Only to have you there.