I Think Of You Often

Stood in front of you
Your hands resting on the base of my spine
I'm so weak around you
Being with you I feel like I could fly

I wish I could show you
Just the once, how you make me feel
I know you would turn to run
but that’s a chance I've gotta take

I fell into your eyes
Your arms seemed so welcoming
I reached for you in my dreams
It was always you, before our eyes had met

Everything I do
I do this all for you
Every breath I take
My life was for this moment

I guess every step’s a risk
To step closer, to stumble and fall
Every reach I’m losing control
But you’re worth the fix; you were always the goal

Walking in a dream state
I was always the type to fail in this game
If this was a ride
I guess I would be the last one on

I fell into your eyes
Your arms seemed so welcoming
I reached for you in my dreams
It was always you, before our eyes had met

Tears falling from my eyes
You scare me in every way
Of every second of every breath,
I wouldn't have it any other way

Like a child, I reach for you constantly
Like a lover, I gaze into your eyes
Only to realise, that you were more
More then I could ever have wanted

I wish, I pine, I crave for your smile
Your hand in mine, I'm a better person
I get that feeling to turn and run
And yet I stand and fight

Because forever is a long time
And yet it’s all okay
To stand at the edge of reason
Because you’re the one who will save the day

I think of you a lot
You’re in my dreams often
I think of you when I work
I wish you were beside me when I'm sleeping

I know we have our own pasts
Things are never that certain
That we have our own stories
And yet they match up perfectly

What do you see in me?
A screw up?  A heart breaker?
Or do you see something more
Deeper then any other?

I sit and often wonder
How did I ever get so lucky?
To know that the road is uncertain
And it will be very bumpy

And yet, for you, I am willing
To hold on to the seat upon I am sitting
Your hand pressed against mine so tightly
Because you’re worth all this fighting

Maybe you should have stayed away
Better to be safe then sorry
I look to the future
And see nothing but worry

I wish you were here
Lying besides me in our bed
Your heart beating gently in your chest
Your hands running through my hair

And I still smell your sweet scent
And taste your gentle kisses
I think of you when I'm in the rain
And I ache when I realise I miss you

I know just one thing
Apart from how much I feel for you
That one day in the future
I shall be wearing white for you

For this I know is true
And you’ll be waiting for me
And then it’ll be okay… because I’ll be with you
And then it’ll be okay… because I’ll be yours
And it’s okay, because that’s what I look forwards too
And it’s okay, because my life will be with you
It’s okay… because I love you.