Tuesday, 7 October 2014

Sing Me My Song (My Past Still Haunts Me)

Watching the world pass me by,
No one notice me cry,
kicking,
screaming,
punching the wall...

where am I now?
Stuck in the moment
between heaven and hell
kissing the ground
not long from now
thanking the sky
the day turns to night
and all we have is gone
no one hears me cry

Wishing one wish
take me in to your arms
kissing my breath
as I break and fall
stroking my senses
with your knives of words
leaving me in the warmth of my blood
on this earth

kicking the habit
how did we start
ignoring my feelings
never being anything but this
you smile your smile
sing me my song
just us in this limbo
senseless of the world

watching the leaves
from green they turn black
smelling the roses
the glass beneath my feet
never understanding
what we had is gone

but friends last forever,
that is what they say
so, my dark being
friends we remain

my past may be murky,
unclear all the same
we may have hurt each other
but its all but a game
neither of us are winners
so therefore we remain

stuck in our moments
on those summer days
watching the ocean
from our spot on the sand
remember the noises
the sights, the feelings again

You watch me as I sleep
that's how it will remain
we are different
playing different games
I guess what I am saying
is this is how it stays
stuck in our moments
watching the world
between our heaven
and our hell

Friday, 3 October 2014

Sat on the Sidewalk

Sat on the side walk
Never knowing who what where but why…
Oh my…
Smiling in sunshine,
Covered with angel dust and so….
We go…

On a Rock and Rolling-coaster
Round the world in eighty days
I never look back at where I kissed her
But never had the courage to say…

You, and me, always sat under that tree
You, and him, always kissed in front of me
With no passion to say
“Hey, that you could only ever see,
So far in front your nose”…
So please, sing with me…

On a Rock and Rolling-coaster
Round the world in eighty days
I never look back at where I kissed her
But never had the courage to say…

Follow me deeper
Follow me into the sea
He swallowed water
I fell to my knees
Your tears where falser then I ever could see
What a, mistake I made again….

I'm on a Rock and Rolling-coaster
Round the world in eighty days
I never look back at where I kissed her
I now have the courage to say
I have grown older without you in my life
I have moved over to the state of sunshine
I am so over, what you did too me
And we’re playing happy families…

Sat on the side walk
Always knowing who what where and why…
Oh my…
Smiling in sunshine, covered with angel dust and so….
I know…

Thursday, 2 October 2014

Sam

I watch Angelic feathers falling from the sky
Have you fallen from my arms?
Have you left for good?
Or are you still here, my love?

I may never have met you,
But trust me my love for you is real
You are meant to be in my life
My brother, beside my side

Something went wrong
How can I go on?
Knowing that you will never be
The one to catch me?

My brother, you smile makes me laugh
My brother, you watch over us all
Our mother, misses you around
But you are not gone

I look for you, even though I cannot see you
Are you real?  An angel in my mind